My rights!

I have to say out loud (or where people can read) that I am so frickin pissed!
I have 3 major issues that are pissing me off today, The war, people trying to control what I do, and the president!
Ok so you may or may not have guessed at this point that I am a patriotic person. My family has been in the military as far back as I know on both sides, mostly Navy and Army, My husband is in the Navy, My dad was in the Army , My grandpa a drill Sargent for the Army..... Its in my blood! So I feel like I know what Im saying when I say..... We are the United States of America! NOT The United States of the whole frickin world!
The whole Idea and purpose of having a military for your country is to primarily DEFEND AND PROTECT YOUR OWN GOSH DAMN COUNTRY! Im not saying other countries shouldn't be helped ever Im saying we should look after our selves, then when we are solid, then THINK about helping others. Im opposed to leaders killing their own people and I believe with all my heart that people were meant to be free. However I do NOT believe that it is the sole responsibility of the USA to bring democracy to the rest of the world. ESPECIALLY to those countries that really don't want us there!
Also..... When a country, or a group of people from another country, BLOWS UP YOU OWN PEOPLE you do NOT fight a war against that country half assed! you don't! There is no point! And even worse... you do NOT attempt to take over that country ( didn't work for Hitler) You do NOT rebuild the buildings you bombed, you don't NEGOTIATE and most important of all.... YOU DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE TELL THE LEADERS OF THAT COUNTRY WHAT IT IS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DO IT! To win a war, do what must be done. Go in. BLOW THE CRAP OUT OF THEM. Get your people home. PERIOD!

I was watching TV today and an episode of Law and Order SVU came on. I love SVU but today it was a bunch of political propaganda attempting to influence the general population that it is WRONG to not vaccinate your children. That you should be arrested for endangering other peoples children by not giving your kids shots! I got Hayden Vaccinated, I did! I don't feel bad! BUT I believe that the CHOICE to vaccinate your child is up to YOU not the government! I will NOT get the flu shot! I will not have my children get the flu shot ( unless they have a preexisting condition that makes it essential to get it) Josh has to get it because hes military. Thats ok with me. The shot makes my family sick. worse than the normal flu most of the time. I wont put my family through that. plus why the hell would I put unnecessary chemicals in my child? Why would I risk more serious side effects for the sake of not throwing up? Hmmmmmm? Let me think.... Nope I wouldn't! And I don't think its anyone's business but mine whether or not I do! If you have a problem with that, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT! You do with your child what you want and Ill do the same!

Mr president...... Go to Hell! You are with out a doubt the worst thing to happen to this country since the "new deal". No I would venture to say you are WORSE! Do not pretend to listen to us then do what ever the hell you want to do with our money. We aren't stupid we know you're doing it! Speaking of money STOP SPENDING MONEY YOU DON'T HAVE! Also I know your master, the DEVIL, doesn't have much of a spine and doesn't care much about integrity or doing the right thing..... but .... MAYBE just maybe you could stop listening to him just long enough to see what your doing, and off yourself..... Just saying..... I DISLIKE YOU GREATLY! Also don't pretend you know what is best when it comes to fighting a war, LISTEN TO THE GENERAL AND COMMANDERS WHO DO! Just because we invaded your "home land" and you have a religious obligation to kill all of us and let them terrorize us doesn't mean you should! Also telling the truth once in a while... no, no Just ONCE really really wont kill you ..... I promise! No one likes you! You are a corrupt SOB and Im fairly certain your wife is the devils mistress. One last thing.....EITHER FIGHT THE WAR WITH ALL THE RESOURCES WE HAVE OR BRING OUR TROOPS HOME! Do NOT continue to allow our brave men and women, who have more dedication to this country in their SNOT than you do, to die. they don't want to fight half assed either. They want to win! They want to rid this world of the bastards that attacked our country. Stop standing in their way or grab a riffle and head over to help. Or bring them home to their families! I know its difficult to imagine that there are people with lives in this world, since you have clearly taken the souls of those who are around you. But its true. There is a whole country full of people! Remember the ones you lied to in order to get to office.... yeah those ones.....Stop playing political Russian roulette with our troops, loved ones, friends, and neighbors. That is all for now!

My new Me!

I wasn't huge in high school, but I was the biggest girl in our group. I have ALWAYS had issues with my weight, ALWAYS. I was most comfortable with my self when I got married I was 130 and looked ok. Shortly after I got married (the next day) I started getting really really sick and (to make a really long story short) the doctors put me on like 9 different meds including steroids (serious our microwave didn't have enough surface area to hold them all!) and I ended up gaining 30 pounds! One day I was DONE with the meds and I threw them all down the sink including my birth control. we were using condoms I figured we were fine! No more than a week later I was feeling MUCH better. So I decided to start going back to the gym. I had been going regularly for about a month and I found out I was pregnant! The doctor told me to take it really easy because of my family's history with miscarriages. So I did. I quit my job,we moved in with Josh's grandparents and I finished school. I gained 45 pounds during my pregnancy! I was up to a whopping 215 when I decided that I was SO done being fat! So I started dieting. I did slim fast and lost 15 pounds! But the weight wasn't coming off fast enough for me so I started Medifast which was FANTASTIC! I lost 3 pounds the first day and 8 the first week with a grand total of 55! I am so proud of myself at this point but the problem is..... I don't have any clothes that fit, the ones that I saved are form high school. (I wore sweats and hoodies in high school) Now I have NEVER nor will I EVER say that I am fashion savvy. So with some " constructive criticism" My good friend Jessica convinced me to go buy some clothes that fit! So I buy some. On my own. I also started wearing makeup, and cut and colored my hair. But my clothes weren't good enough! So having had enough of looking at me in MY clothes Jessica took me to the mall to buy some that are aparently considered..... I believe her mom used the term "with it" I now own ...5 pairs of heals, a pair of ballet flats that are sparkly, 2 pairs of leggings and a few long shirts and some tight shirts, and a pair of skinny jeans! I swore up and down I would NEVER wear skinny jeans! Its COMPLETELY different than what Im used to wearing but Im told it looks good! So.... Look out world here I come!
The pic are... Me in High school, Me at my heaviest, and me now!