Well, I am officially in my third trimester. As of today I am 28 weeks, 12 more to go! It has been amazing just how fast all the discomforts of the third trimester kick in. I expected to get some of them and slowly add on like I did with Hayden but no...... No this child feels the need to make me very unhappy as soon as possible! No joke. 3 weeks ago I started getting the restless leg syndrome I cant hold my legs still to save my fricken life! The only thing that has helped relieve or at least lessen the problem has been walking. BUT I cant go for walks because its 100+ degrees all day so if im not gone by 7 its too hot and it doesnt cool down till like 12-2 am! It wouldn't be so bad if my migraines werent intensified by heat!!!! So I have the leg issue and as of 2 days ago, I have pregnancy insomnia! No joke as we speak its an hour and a half past my bed time and Im as awake as ever. When I do sleep, Its not so great. Teagan likes to kick and flip and hiccup all night long. And since im carrying her much more forward than Hayden my round ligaments are stretching even more which makes any position uncomfortable! Not to mention the drueling, weird dreams, and having to pee all night regardless of how long ago I just went!
The hormones have been really hard to deal with esp today! I woke up angry and stayed angry..... dont know why..... Just did. And poor Hayden, - most days I have enough patience that I dont have to yell at him that often, ya he gets in trouble but its not all that bad- but for some reason today he decided that he was going to do all the little things that hes not supposed to do and that get on my nerves the most. No they weren't awful things, for the most part, but I was already angry.... Bless his heart though when it came time for nap time
( I of coarse was napping with him) He reached over and started rubbing my shoulder and playing with my hair..... I almost cried I felt so bad! :(
( I of coarse was napping with him) He reached over and started rubbing my shoulder and playing with my hair..... I almost cried I felt so bad! :(
My nesting instinct is kicking in but I dont have the ability to clean because I have Hayden and Im in too much pain most of the time to bend over to clean, so my dishes are always caught up but the floor needs improvement, which drives me NUTS!!!!
I crave celery and peanut butter....Dont know why but have like 3 stalks a day.
I havent gained as much weight as I had with Hayden at this point but I have this fear of gaining much more and I know I will and it makes me mad! Im supposed to gain about 11 additional pounds, I dont wanna! It would put me at gaining 34 in total - average is 35- but still, I dont wanna! and I know ill probably end up gaining more than that, because hey its me and thats how my body rolls..... ha ha get it rolls ..... because its fat.... ha ha . Anyways....
Yes she has been a lot nicer to me than Hayden in most cases but I remember now more than ever why I don't want to have anymore children. It shocks me how much we forget from pregnancy to pregnancy. Well not really forget entirely but more forget the extent of the misery! I knew it would suck and I remember not being able to sleep, but come on people! This time around I cant sleep all day, I have a 2 year old to look after! The next child will be an act of God himself because I really dont want to do this again! Its not fair to my body, or my emotions for that matter! Some people breeze through this crap, I unfortunately dont. It it were easier I would have more but alas.....
I hope the next 12 weeks ( 9 if i have my way) (but I wont) go by quickly and that I dont kill anything important to me!! lol! I laugh only because Im not sure if Im serious or not.......
